Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Fudge..

Not the real fudge..but..well..I have come to the conclusion that I am not allowed to post pictures. I have tried several times to use Hello, dear Debi Tried to help me, I have been trying for the last few days (I do not give up easy) to try to post my knitting pictures, but it simply will not work *sigh* I tried my friend. I really want to "show off" my work, if anyone has any other ideas..please let me know, I would be ever so grateful.
Me and my boys all have the flu, all home sick, so I do not feel like doing much. I was too busy runing and taking care of my boys that I never thought about myself..up all night with my boys, then today..BAM..the flu hits me. BLAH! We are NOT ment to get sick! We are in the "winterless North" Wayyyy up high on the tip of New Zealand where we are close to the equator..it is NOT ment to get so blimey cold! I have vowed I will not swear on my blog, I have a good friend who is
christian who reads my blog sometimes, so out of respect for her I will mind my p's and q's. In real life I do not swear..well if someone really upsets or someone really hurts me I might tell them where to go and feel terrible after. I have only ever done it once, to my ex mother in law.
It feel like heaven to know some people actually read my blog, I feel like I am not alone, in real life I have no friends, this is the honest truth. So being here I hope to make one or two friends..I hope. I have lived a very sheltered life. I do not miss what I never had, but do wish I had something now. My children and my baby keep me alive. My baby is right beside me sitting on the windowsil in the warmish sun. My baby,kitty, always seems to know when mummy is ill, how do cats know? Whenever I am having a down day (I suffer with depression) she is always beside me, or when I am ill or have a migraine etc..she is ALWAYS there, either beside me or cuddled into me or on my lap purring. I get happy tears in my eyes and pat her, she "talks" to me every chance she gets. I love you my baby, a photo of my baby is in my profile if you would like to see her.
~hugs and love~

3 Comments:

At 11:26 PM, Blogger Laura said...

I understand what you're going through and I'm your friend. =0) I don't have any friends either. My boyfriend is my best and only friend. After my surgery in Aug '04 I lost contact with everyone. It makes me sad b/c even the girl I roomed with for 3 years doesn't come and see me. It's just hurtful. I'm just so lucky that my boyfriend has stayed with my through the hard times. It's been so tough on him. I'm so lucky to have him.

I have three kitties so I know what you mean. My babies keep ma company and I talk to them all of the times. It's sad but when you're home alone all day you start talking to the animals. You have to talk to someone. At least they respond in their lovie way.

My knitting blog has become a wonderful outlet for me. I've met a lot of wonderfully nice people who have unknowingly helped me through the hard days. This bloging stuff is a great way to pass the time.

Feel free to email me anytime you need someone to "listen." Hope you have a good day tomorrow. Keep your chin up! =0)

So I understand what it's like.

 
At 5:07 AM, Blogger Allena said...

oh i'm always amazed at how many friends i've made thru blogland! LOL it's nice...
i'm glad you have your baby!
that sucks that hello won't work! i wanted to see some pix.... maybe there's something else. i think someone mentioned once photobucket, but i don't know the web site for that..

anyways i hope you are doing ok! i hate when i get to feeling down..

if yoiu ever need to "talk" you've got my email..
btw thanks for the g-mail invite! i joined...LOL
ttyl
have a great day!

 
At 7:53 PM, Blogger Debi said...

Hunny, I'm your friend too :)

Isn't it amazing how comforting and in tune cats can be?

I have an idea for you and Hello...do you have Internet Explorer? If you download I.E. I'll bet you can access Hello that way! Worth a try?

I hope it works! Feel better Annette!! (pumpkin sends kitty smooches)

 

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